ma baby....

this day i write about my first love....

why today??? well whenever i write that will be today....
no no the thing is she just went thru an open heart surgery so.
yeah i know it is pretty sad and i am depressed too.

needless to say we have had good times together.
really good times.
we have had wild nights we have had our peace.
we have gone for long trips, we have made short ones intresting
u see we both are wandrers.

i look back and realize how i love her and what all it means to me...
all those cliches and sayings about first love et al are so damn true.
maybe someday i will be with another one but that doesn't undermine my love for her.
i so damn love her from the bottom of my heart.
i would not be lying when i say she means the world to me.
she has been my companion through it all.
never complaining never throwing tantrums.
this is what i call true love.
i can go indefinitely about her
that is how much i love her want her.
i cant find words to describe how much i adore her
she means a lot to me.
alas everything must come to an end and maybe the end is near.
i cant bear to say her adieu...



ohh by the way ma baby's social security number is RJ 14 22M 2537